Doing things for yourself to prove that you have discipline is great. The way the your discipline will give you relief, relief is something that no one can take away from you. I'm wanting relief so I don't have anymore suicidal thoughts. Not gonna lie they are still thick. Doesn't make any since why I have them. There can always be 2 sides to things with the suicidal thoughts. Maybe I'm not going to ever really admit what I need to. God only knows what that is. That's that post.
Sidenote: job is going well. I'm enjoying working while I am not inflamed.
March selfie. 3/27/2026