Packing for Meatstock today!!!!
Getting all packed for Meatstock today!! Excited for it. Things have been a bit rough with my carnivore journey lately. I have destroyed my progress on purpose. I want to go back on the Lions Diet. I need a major shift done in my life so with that said, it has always been up to me. If I want the thoughts to stay away, that'll be it. It'll gain a lot of positives because it had already gained a lot of good outcomes when I did the Lions Diet for 37 days last year. If I want to glow I will glow. Glow hot like the fire I have with in me. I no longer want to suppress myself because of the sad fucking excuse I've been having for my own person... that is, "I am comfortable in my own disappointment." I heard about that so much this year, I just sat with giving my negative emotions and discipline some thick disappointment. Forbid I ever let myself have the will to let my power rain. I can feel it rise and then that is where my attacks on my mental arise. I want to feel proud for myself with out worrying if anyone else is proud of me. What y'all don't know, is that I don't need anyone else in my life. Not even if I was the last person on earth. I choose my people very carefully, I stride for like minded people that I can help and be loyal to. People get concerned that I too loyal, I've gotten that poorly worded statement a time or two. I've learned from that, I don't regret a single person that I have met that has said that, I can't regret people like that or people in general_ they are all from God. He is only trying to teach you things through the people that you meet, so take it. Know how you work though when you're going to take another lesson.
Another lesson like this one I have learned: Disappointment isn't on the menu any more... so take that! After Meatstock it'll be BEEF, SALT AND WATER. I know I got my own power and I'll let it flare my way, since that is how I roll anyway. Ain't no body like that though... but I do.